Wed, 26 May 2004 11:35:29 GMT

does this thing work?

Wed, 26 May 2004 11:29:30 GMT

Well this is all very new for me, but at the same time exctiting. I was never good at journal writing but we'll see how this goes.
The past few days have been interesting. I really have to stop putting my heart on the line becuase I'll only end up getting hurt. I don't know what I'm doing wrong...perhaps its my terrible taste in men.
While everything happened for the best I can't stop feeling disappointed. Im not really over him yet but I don't want to get caught up in false hope. Rejection is the worst feeling in the world, but I'm sure it will pass and we can both go on being friends :)
As for uni...its all just a pile of shit. history and harmony are stressing me to the max and I am not even going to start on Philosophy. What can you do? I could do the obvious and study but I have no motivastion. I was going to go to the ASQ (australian string quartet) concert tonight (perfect way to get motivated) but i was running late and missed out:( I guess I'll have to wait till they come again. This lack of motivation scares me becuase I don't want to end up like a lot of people in the music department...3rd and 2nd years doing 1st year units. Nah...i don't think i could ever let that happen, I have too much pride.
Not much else happened today. Sat on the Oak lawn doing absolutly nothing...couldn't really have asked for a better day :)

moncsi